Thank you, Jato, I appreciate the good vibes and the tip. You are right, this is something I have to consider, as well. Generally, we have been completely isolating ourselves for the last, I would say, 3-4 years, and I mean really isolating. Having no kids, working all online as freelancers, having parents very far away in other countries, nobody we know, a local language we don't speak well, and a general introvert-asocial (not antisocial) behavior... it all summed up and it's harder to see a purpose.
Luckily there have not been cases that make me say my wife or I are suicidal but we see things in a very dark way, sometimes. I have been trying to get therapy for the both of us but there was no way to get an appointment, for various reasons (including understaff, 'not a drastic case', 'living in the countryside', 'not speaking the language well enough etc.').
I don't want to bring the whole thread down but wow am I pooping on the party or what
If anything, I want to reinforce that we should never give anything for granted: even being able to drive a little toy car around is such a privilege in life, and I am thankful for it. Thanks for the great community that is this forum, as well, because the knowledge in here kept me inspired to have fun in this hobby.